My Brain Is In Haywire Again

I want nothing more than to be through with you
But how can I be through when there is
nothing to throw away?
Nothing but a friendship that will never blossom
A friendship that I ponder over night and day

I cannot hear you

Thoughts of you run through my head as the sun rises
A phantom in my mind never gone
A brief respite during the moon's journey in the sky
And once again you haunt me with the dawn

I cannot hear you

You pluck the strings of your guitar with familiarity and love
Would that you would pluck the strings of my heart
Instead, your presence torments me for you are not mine
Never will we be together, but neither far apart

I cannot hear you

You will never let me go
You will always unconsciously hold on tight
I will never be free, nor would I want to be
But never will I hear the words to make my soul take flight

I cannot hear you

I have the courage to tell you, but you will never see
You will never tell me what I want to hear
Instead you'll give your soul to another
And my lonely heart will cease to beat and disappear

You cannot see my broken heart,shattered on the floor
I will never hear your heart…

……You will always be blind to me.