Reasons why I'm not in a relationship right now

I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings

A free bird leaps on the back of the wind
and floats downstream till the current ends
and dips his wing in the orange suns rays and dares to claim the sky.

But a bird that stalks down his narrow cage
can seldom see through his bars of rage
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.

The free bird thinks of another breeze
and the trade winds soft through the sighing trees
and the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright lawn and he names the sky his own.

But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams
his shadow shouts on a nightmare scream
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.

I want to be a like a free bird.
Hinihiritan ako ng friend ko na tibo kasi hindi pa ako nagkakaboyfriend at ayoko pa magkaboyfriend. Hindi naman ako na-ooffend kung tinatanong ako ng ganun dahil I know myself naman. Meron ba na tibo na mahilig sa PINK? hehe.. :D

Anyway, on my way home.. sa tagal nang aking biyahe naisip ko ang mga rason kung
bakit ayaw ko pa talaga pumasok sa isang relasyon.

Naikumpara ko tuloy sa sitwasyon ng isang ibon na nakakulong. Ako, si Cheryl na optimistic lagi ay nagiging pessimist pagdating sa isang relasyon. Hahaha! :D

Being in a romantic relationship with someone is like a cage... with all the retrictions, commitment, etc. Pero di mo rin maaalis ang mga good things na naidudulot nito.
Di ba kapag ang isang ibon, kapag kinulong mo at nasanay sa kulungan tapos bigla mo pinakawalan o iniwan na mag-isa maari itong mamatay? Pwede siguro magsurvive din ang ibon depende sa pagiging adaptive ng ibon. Hay, kawawang ibon. After matuwa at maaliw ang tao sa iyo kaya ka niya ginawang alaga, pagkatapos iiwan na lang ang ibon kung bigla nagsawa ang tao.
Heartbreak. I never want to experience this. I fear the feeling of being so vunerable.
Pride. When there is pride in your heart, there is no room for love.
Love. I'm not yet ready for this. But I believe when the right time comes, I will be able to face my fears in having a relationship even the fear of getting my first heartache just to spend one day with a guy I love.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.